Motivation?

At first I thought peace or maybe money would be a great gift!

I’m someone who often looks at myself in the mirror and I speak to myself, majority of the time I’m reminding myself of my shortcomings nothing negative just a conversation with my self on how I can be better.

As a man I think holding yourself accountable is crucial, It’s growth.

Everything I want to be I am not.

I tell myself it is motivation that I lack but the more dig deeper writing this I realise its not motivation…I got a baby boy and a wife thats all the motivation I need and I refuse to give my son excuses when he is older, I will be an example for him to follow.

The man I dream of being is a strong leader to his family. A loving husband to his wife and a positive role model to his children. I’m so far from this person I speak so highly of due to my poor discipline.

So after all the pondering, the greatest gift I can receive is DISCIPLINE!!!